This is not just a film. It’s a reckoning.
Love it or hate it, This is Adam will be impossible to ignore.
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Title: This is Adam
Tagline: There is no beginning. There is no end.
Genre: Drama; Magical Realism
Like: Little Children (2006), American Beauty (1999) meets Undone (2019-2022), Mother! (2017)
Audience: 17 and up
Estimated Budget Range: ~$5 Million
Logline: When Adam’s wife discover’s his affinity for gay porn, it uncovers the secrets and lies holding their “picture-perfect” family together, and the traumas of generations past that still hold them hostage.
Summary: Adam, a seemingly typical suburban father, hides his recent job loss and lives a second life, fracturing his family’s delicate facade. His wife Mira uncovers his secrets while their teenage son James mirrors Adam’s emotional repression—until a mysterious girl, Lucia, opens his eyes to empathy and inherited pain. As Mira retreats into a fantasy of feminine autonomy and Adam clings to hollow rituals of masculinity, the family unravels under the weight of generational trauma. James, guided by visions of his deceased grandmother, uncovers dark family histories, while Mira and Adam reach emotional breaking points. A final act of violent desperation shatters the illusion of control, but in the wreckage, Adam finds the courage to face his truth, uttering the words that could begin their healing: “I need help.”
Director’s Note: While patriarchy and toxic masculinity are making a desperate and dangerous last stand worldwide, they are also at a breaking point. Once fully fractured, the way forward is not by sticking our heads into the sand as to how we got here. After years of my own healing, I am ready to take the world on a journey to the heart of it.
MARKET EXAMPLES
PERSONAL JOURNEYS
Behavioral Therapy Market is estimated to be $295.14 billion by 2030 with a CAGR of 8.5%...
The self-help book market is thriving, reaching a value of $13 billion in 2022, and projected to reach $81 billion by 2032.
Box Office:
Moonlight • $65 Mil
The Whale • $57 Mil
Anora • $40 Mil
Nomadland • $38 Mil
Baby Reinder (TV) • Netflix #1
INDEPENDENT BUDGET RETURN POTENTIAL
Figures based on box office alone
Moonlight • 1.5 Mil • 4300% return
The Whale • 3 Mil • 1900% return
Anora • 6 Mil • 1400% return
Nomadland • 5 Mil • 760% return
THE SURREAL
Spiritual & Devotional Products Market to Reach Worth of $8.3 billion in 2031, Expanding at a CAGR of 8.7%…
Generation Z is showing a growing interest in religion and spirituality due to their turbulent lives. Business models around religion and astrology are thriving, catering to Gen Z’s demand for spiritual experiences.
Box Office:
Everything Everywhere All At Once: • 143 Mil
Poor Things • $117 Mil
The Substance • $77 Mil
All of Us Strangers • $20 Mil
2025 TRENDS
INDIE IS BACK
It speaks for itself, and is reflective of an upcoming generation interested in challenging perspectives, spirituality, social-awareness, and courageous self-exploration.
AUTHENTICITY
THE
MARKET
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TALK
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The recent political fluctuations and rise of Trump-culture may have come as a surprise to some, but growing up Midwest I’ve always had a familial connection to deeply embedded problems facing our society, and a unique insight into the roots.
THE FAMILIAR MEETS INNOVATIVE
The truth is, there is nothing ordinary about what lies beneath the facade of the “typical” American family, and nor should a film breaking that facade be.
UNIQUE POINTS OF VIEW
A lifetime study of the moving image, from Tarkovsky to Malick to the work of Chayse Irvin, This is Adam is envisioned with a diversity of techniques to take the viewer beyond the limits of linear storystelling.
GENRE-BLENDING
This is Adam is a small story treated with importance of an epic, intersecting time, religions, myth, symbol, dream and reality.
SYNOPSIS
Adam appears to be the quintessential American man—steady job, loving family, suburban home—but beneath the surface, his life is unraveling. Recently fired from his corporate job, he hides the truth from his wife Mira, while retreating into hidden vices. Mira discovers his proclivity for gay porn, shattering their facade. Their teenage son, James, mirrors his father’s repression, posturing for acceptance through bullying. When a mysterious new girl, Lucia, enters James' life, her presence begins to shift his worldview. She becomes his quiet guide, nudging him toward empathy and atonement. Mira begins tailing Adam in secret, and her worst suspicions arise, witnessing him spend his days at a gym with another man—an unsettling trigger from the adultery and manipulation witnessed in childhood.
James sheds his performative masculinity and defends the boy he once bullied, making him the target of his own friend’s violence. In a heated confrontation, Mira presses the question of Adam’s sexuality, and he attempts dominance, but fails, redirects the blame, and retreats—a mirror of a childhood of repression under a toxic father. Mira also flees, to the woods, where a Mother Mary-like figure offers her respite in a feral, divine feminine fantasy. Enchanted by his new perspective, James confesses love for Lucia, and is pushed to confront that what he seeks isn’t romance, but the nurturing his absent parents cannot provide. Upon this realization, Lucia disappears—or perhaps was never truly there. At the rock bottom of a porn addiction binge, Adam dreams of killing his entire family.
James, now alienated from friends and growing increasingly erratic, is followed by the apparition of his deceased paternal grandmother, Beatrice, who has replaced Lucia. When James’ school counselor raises concerns about his mental health, Adam explodes in denial—a tender trauma associating psychiatry with the loss of his mentally ill mother. Adam visits his aging father, Odo, rotting in a care facility, hoping to glean insight into his own mother's past condition. But Odo offers only filth, silence, and perversion. In a last bid to reclaim control, Adam trades alcohol and pornography for Odo’s old hunting gear, to revive a ritual that once promised order amid chaos.
With Beatrice’s guidance, James pieces together his father’s childhood, moments of abandonment and fear amidst his mother’s episodes. Mira is absent, splitting time between her off-grid fantasy and spying on Adam. Adam tries to force James into a hunting trip to reclaim “normality,” while James attempts to speak openly, erupting into another confrontation Adam overtakes with masculine posturing.
Mira finally confronts Adam at the gym, only to discover he is actually employed there. His deception isn’t adultery, it’s cowardice; but to Mira, the betrayal cuts just as deep. In a moment of regression, she recreates her mother’s coping mechanism, picking up a stranger and dragging him into her wilderness dreamscape, igniting a fire that destroys her divine feminine outpost and brings her down to reality.
In the early dawn, Adam awakens to find Mira gone and James missing. While he continues on his hunt alone, James finds Mira freezing and broken in the woods, and carries her home. Adam, impatient, buys a dressed deer from a farm and presents it to Mira as his own trophy, a desperate bid to reclaim his manhood. Instead, she recoils in horror. As gunshots crack through the suburban air, James races outside. What seems like Adam’s murderous dream coming to be, is actually Adam firing wildly at their house, the symbol of their failed American dream. In that moment, Adam recalls his mother’s last words before she was taken away: “Don’t let them turn you into a monster.”
As police arrive to arrest Adam, Mira and James break through the crowd to open the door of the cruiser. Adam has nothing left to offer except the truth he has long avoided. He looks at them broken and exposed, and finally speaks honestly: “I need help.”
ORDINARY AS EXTRAORDINARY
DIRECTOR’S STATEMENT
I’ve always believed that art should challenge what we think we know to be true. In a time when ideas are more global than ever, it’s vital for artists to step out front—not to follow, but to lead.
This is Adam is a deeply personal film. Though a fictional journey through past and present, it’s rooted in my own intergenerational trauma. I was launched into manhood in a way that left scars. At the time, I didn’t have the language to name what happened. Years later, through therapy and spiritual work, I came to see how damage is passed down like inheritance. My anger, became empathy—and now my work.
This film is about that transformation. It explores the silent cost of toxic masculinity and the brave, often invisible decision to break the cycle. This is Adam offers more than a mirror—it offers a door, asking: what if asking for help is the most heroic act of all?
My first feature, Seven Days (Gravitas Ventures, 2022; Amazon Prime et al), was self-financed and shot across weekends for just $45,000—and looks like millions. This is Adam will exceed its budget in impact, but on a larger scale.
This is not just a film. It’s a reckoning. A call for understanding. And whether audiences love it or hate it, This is Adam will be impossible to ignore.
“Modern mass culture, aimed at the 'consumer', the civilization of prosthetics, is crippling people's souls, setting up barriers between man and the crucial questions of his existence, his consciousness of himself as a spiritual being.”
Andrei Tarkovsky